=)

2006-08-16T09:27:00.000+08:00

Changed my skin again. I hope this skin is okay. Arhs. Who cares. Haha. This whole week got prelims examination. Kinda stressed and I hope these end soon! But still there's N level to sit and then the Os prelims then the O level. Oh God! Can you make the time pass faster. So that I can get married fast! Eh eh! No no! I meant so that I can get out of GESS fast and proceed on to polytechnic. Haizz.

Yesterday was a bad bad bad day for me! I sprained my ankle when I was on the way down the stairs. Actually, frankly speaking, there was something in my mind that I was actually thinking about. I missed the last step and I fell. Fug. Super painful larr. Was with Gerard and Jeevan and Puvi that time. OMG. Gerard still thought I was laughing and I actually cried cause it was too painful and I never sprain my ankle before! NEVER! So, Gerard went and take the bandage and the counter pain spray thingy. Stupid Gerard. Dont even know how to spray the thing. Spray so close with his face. Haha. So cute. Thanks niwae. That was sweet of u despite ure a first aider! Haha.

My ankle is going on fine. Went to school just now. I have to. If not for the prelim, I wouldnt have drag myself to school. Who wants to go to school when they cant even walk properly and it super damn hurt. Ms thng was the first teacher to see me today with my paikah leg and she start to nyehnyehnyeh. You know larr. "Why did you do till u get yourself like this. You know its during ur prelims". Blablabla. Hahaha. I just smiled larr. Lazy to talk. Some more so pain.

Will be having my maths paper two tomorrow and chemistry paper. I hope I can pass [To Mr B. Tan standard] my chem tomorrow. Please. I never fail that subject before. Also not to forget other subject too. If i can go through my prelims, N level wouldnt be too nerve breaking for me then. Okays.

I hope you're changing for the better. Its your choice darl. Even though, I'd still love you as ever.

2006-08-13T08:31:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

found this in farah's blog when i was blog hoping. haha. kinda interesting and lame larhs. haha. :) im i seductive enough to seduce u! omg! haha.

2006-08-11T05:38:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel left out. sometimes i feel lonely. sometimes i even feel as though i got no one to talk to, to pampered with and all. once a week is at least better than nothing. but, that on e day, do u think its enough for us to express what we feel inside. i dont think its enough cox i still feel the same way inside. i guess i need more attention from u. is it too much to ask for?

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went bowling on the 8th august after sch. though i wasnt feeling that well. it was a last minute plan with him cox we cant think of anywhere else to go. haha. it all turn out good at first. he saw my msg i sent to one of my fren. too long to type out here who exactly my fren is. well well. and he start to call me bastard, self-centered, selfish without listening to my explanation first. i gave up and let him be wat he want. so i shut myself up all the way. sheesh. but in the end, he cooled off. and sorry sorry sorry is what i hear. forgive u larr. but it wont be easy for me to forget what u said to me ok. nvm. lovess.

i still luv u like b4.

eeks. im getting way too mushy. haha. whatever la. want go study le. bye! prelim mood liao larr!!

2006-08-11T05:06:00.000+08:00

Too often we don't realize what we have untill its gone. Too often we wait too late to say "I'm Sorry, I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we've hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts; and allow foolish things get to tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let unimportant things get into our minds; and by then usually its too late to see what made us blind. Let people know how much they meant to you. Take the time to say words before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got and be thankful for the little things in life that means alot ...

so emo larr. haha. love u ppl. good luck for yer prelims yeap! tatas.

2006-08-01T11:32:00.000+08:00

i dunno what's happening to me. im asking people not to brood over their problems but here i am brooding over mine. i cannot simply stop thinking of the things he did for me ever since we met. both the good and the bad. i realised he changed. yeah yeah. people change. even me, my friends and families.

bad influence is the correct word. yes. i hope they wont influence him any further. i met him today BUT he drag his fren;Zul along. the one i dun like among all. wtf! i wsnt really being friendly to Zul. afterall, who cares. after that he sent me home and he went to meet his fren again. yupp. again.

bought my helmet today. finally we got our very own helmets. the one we planned to have the same kind and our names on it. that was planned so long ago. during the month of march?? frig.

i cant do anything already since u like it this way. i hope you think before doing something especially with your colleagues. think what i feel inside too. think hard. you might have difficulties to understand the me as im not the sort of person who tell everyting using words. try to learn to understand my actions. it might help. i hope this doesn't repeat and doesn't drag on. i cant take it anymore. i don't wanna cry every night thinking bout the situation we are facing now.

still i am disappointed in you. ='(

2006-07-31T07:44:00.000+08:00

how would you feel if the person dearest to you lied to u?
how would u react to the person dearest to you who lied to you?
would u be worried sick/angry/sad/disappointed if he told u he is on his way home but he is still not home 2hrs after that?
can u take it if the same thing happens almost every night?
how would u feel if the person is the one who u trusted most?

i was in that frigging situation almost every night. only thing he didn't lie. but yesterday night was different. he told me he is on his way home at 2.07am. i expect him to be home at 3am the most. time past and he FINALLY called me at 4am. wtf! i was terribly mad and that was the first time i scolded him. yes! really scolded him on the fone. i cant take it. its happening most of the nights and futhermore, that is the only time we could talk for the whole frigging day. am i too gulible? or i trusted him so much that he even lied to me? he said it was not on purpose. as stated by him, he said he was already leaving at 2.07am but his friends is still talking to him and that causes the 2hrs delay! yeah yeah! and during that frigging 2hrs, i was calling him and sms-ing asking whr is he. but no response. what is he trying to do? pretend that he is on his way home so that i wont make any noise that he is still down there wasting his time with his friends? he told me on the fone, his friends saw 95 missed calls on his fone. then i said, i dont think its 95. i gave u more misscalls than that. guess what he said? oh, ive already cleared before the 95 misscalss appeared. and he did even bother to tell me that he is still there. i was damn frigging disappointed in you. and! he told me, when his friends saw the 95 misscalls, they pretend to be me and they said "i wanna a break up!" to him! fuck them all! frankly speaking, i don't like his colleagues! no no! i hate them! that's the exact word!

i was worried sick. i was sad. i was disappointed. i was angry definitely. i hope u understand my situation and really hope that u would change. for our own good.

thanks alot for everthing.

p.s:sorry friends. this post is all about me&him. i cant take it anymore. haizz. ='(

2006-07-29T06:07:00.000+08:00

wth luh! guess what? 16 people did not attend school today and in class i was super bored larr! nobody to talk to. got larr. but the same people around me is missing! they didnt come school and never even tell me. i feel so left out! sobsob. if i knew they din wanna come, i would have absent myself too. nvm nvm. its fated that way already. ugh!

okay. 16 sounds alot right. why not i name every single one of them.
in random order:
1. hannah [the one italk to most of the time in class! ass u larr ham! :p]
2. iza [the one i talk to also and the one i queued with during recess! ass u too zaza! :p]
3. yun [my noisy partner. sobx. i bite ur ass larr. :p]
4. sherry
5. priscilla
6. huiling [my darling is away from me. sobx. :p]
7. jeremy [like duhh!]
8. yudi [another one deserve these : like duhh!]
9. azmal
10. hoelum
11. zijie
12. kian kiat
13. geng fai
14. pan [oh! this one he went for comp. haha.]
15. dehui
16. casey
yeah. these are all the people who tentatively absent themselves.

just now chem period we did a N level paper without refering to the notes. the paper was pretty good. i scored well. ^^v btw, mr tan's encourage and motivation is good. yeah. he was impressed with our attitude of not giving up. he wrote it on the board. but it is already erased. serene took a pict of it btw. yeah.
the rest of the subj were all the same. yeah.

tts it. bye.

p.s:i wanna bite ham,zaza,yun&ling!

2006-07-28T08:24:00.000+08:00

3 days mc. 25-27 july. right eye infection. frig! freaking boring at home. finally i can come back school tmr. went to sch yesterday after school. had mpa meeting and also the passing of throne. haha. delis put me as the president. lotsa stuff to handle now. especially with the new ppl and of course the senior boys. haha. well, visit the class awhile. things seems to change so fast. and our class kinda got out of hand. yun lost her money. poor thing. be extra careful next time kay. =) ham and jan? ure talking alr? ok. tell me all bout it tmr kay. im so left out. cocopuff and jan? now wat happen to the both of u? im so blank blank blank. tell me tmr. hehe. =p

my eye is getting better. finally. i can see things much more clearly. yeah. im coming back to school tomorrow. i hope things happening between the girls sort out. fast. okays. nothing much to say now. tatas. i miss my ghurlfrens. =)

i miss him too. badly.

tatas/

2006-07-25T09:24:00.000+08:00

toady is my 8th month anniversary. i love bib! =)

Had my MT N level oral exams today. it didn't do as well as i expected. what a day. the female examiner's face makes me feel so not confident of what im saying during the conversation part.

everthing finish at around 3++. met bib after that to go for lunch cum dinner at west coast and he sent me home after that. reached home, mum gave me a call and asked me if i rode on the motorcycle just now because she called me and i din answer. i denied. and she said dun wait till i capture u using my mobile camera. wtf! she's not home yet now. i hope everything will turn out fine. haizz. oh god! please please please save me.

not much to blog. need to think of an idea what to draw for our class photo for this year school magazine. hmmm.. mr leong is sooo last minute. urgh!

daaa.. tatas.

oh no. my mum's home. !!! pray pray pray really hard!!!!

2006-07-23T04:07:00.000+08:00

before i say anything, this is for azri. haha. azri gemuk! haha! bluek! oops. did i just posted something bout u? hehe.

oh god! my eyelids is like so heavy larr! sleepy. and im still having unusual headaches! urgh! yday he reached home at 3.30am. yupp. called me and asked me to go to the docs in case anything wrong with my head. i told my parents bout my condition and they say wait for a few more days. see if got any difference. haizz. its like alr 3 weeks im having this feeling.

woke up at 10.15 today. wake him up at ten thirty but ended up he's still late for work. he left his house at 11.50 when his work starts at 11! haha. clever eh? had my breakfast. nasi lemak. din finish it. cos feel like vomiting. ate only half of it. then do some house work as told by mum. yea. tats it larr.

okay.tts for now. i edit my picture loop. got extra pics ive put in. the new ones is yet to come alrite. =)

bye.

2 more days. =))

2006-07-22T06:04:00.000+08:00

im back home early today! even much more earlier than usual. i reached home at 2.18 today! early enough ?? urgh . they keep pestering me to come home early. wth. like i got nothing to do at home except to use this comp. why cant i just hang out with my frens or him[iif not working] at least. wahliew!

today is racial harmony day. quite a handful of students wearing their ethnic clothing. first period got geog. i thought there will be a goeg test . reached the forth level, shirley tan forgot to draw out the key, so she send casey down to draw the key. woah! the test was cancelled cox not enough time. fuhh!! after that got chem. got test bout the organic chemistry. i hate that topic larr. the test was ok. think can get approximately 22/30. ONLY. after that got 2 periods of EL. he talked for the whole of the 2 periods regarding some stuffs. our attitude and attire larr. aiya. then he told us something. was shocked larr. abit sad oso. haizz. after that got our recess. we got an hour break today cox of the racial harmony! and yes! finally i got my roti prata!! yeay!! yummy!! it was nice. hannah eat until so greedy. hehe! after that me, hannah, yun went up class. saw sherry. den we played cards! AGAIN! haha. we are the queens! hehe. then, got bio. we touched up our foodweb thingy then present. our grp the foodweb is like so pretty can!! hehe. after school then went home straight cox my head is hurting me! slept in the train and felt better. reached home then on the comp lor.

now i got one more extra responsibility to hold. nvm. hehe. any objections, ask delis kay. hee. =)
ANNOUCEMENTS TO ALL MPA MEMBERS : there will be a meeting on wednesday[26/7]. please try to make it on that day. thks. =)

2006-07-21T08:07:00.000+08:00

don't bother bout' the previous post . the words are true . but just don't bother kay . maybe im just too scared bout' my health . yun , think u know bahx . :/

before i carry on blogging bout school , let me say something first . especially for that person ! wth ! if u don't wish to perform / help out , u can just say that u can't or don't want . u don't have to criticise us till like that . you are one of us before . so what u are now no more in the same society with us in school ? remember u are once in that society we're in and futhermore u even said u are the founder and shit like that . we follow the footsteps of the "founder" . though u might not be reading this , but , IF U DON'T WANT TO HELP OUT , WE DON'T MIND IF U TELL US THAT U CAN'T . BUT NOT BY CRITICISING US . we aren't the people u can just bullshit around with .

ok done . :))

today school was okay . normal . i was nearly caught by mr leong cox i wear black bra to school today . lucky . yun , sherry got caught . but im not sure why xinni got caught too . first period was cme . it was replaced with EL compre test . sian ! den maths . just the same normal boring lesson . go through two periods of SS with my eyelids feeling so heavy larr ! MT was okay . i was quiet again . don't feel like talking larr . haizz . after recess we went to hall . shit larr ! fancy showing us a video ; trying to pass the racial harmony msg . frankly speaking , the msg they are trying to show is more of national day larr . slept through 1/4 of the video . hmm . then got EL compre test again . continue mahh . was really sleepy . din do the test seriously. opps . and finally the bell rang ! and off i went home ! fuhh ! tiring .

ok . tts it . byebye ! lovess . ((:

2006-07-20T09:23:00.000+08:00

im scared. i don't know. i just wanna say that i love everyone that i kn0w. if u guys happen to read this post, please note that i appreciate what u all did for me; even it may be a teeny weeny little thing. thks.

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2006-07-20T07:55:00.000+08:00

nothing to blog today! really! school was normal today.
except that iza sing lesser to me today cox she got her soarthroat.
PEACE! haha.

well well. after school went straight home. dun feel like staying back or go anywhr. not tired. just don't feel like it. yeah. amazing, i was quiet during MT. wow!

reached home at 3 plus. straight away land on my bed. he's working so din call him. missed him larr. haizz. =(

i think we spent less time together larr. nvm. maybe he have his own priorities. i understand u dearr. thankx for the things u have done.

alright alright. enough of all that. make me sad only. must cheer up even got problems. haizz. =/ =)

aiya dont feel like blogging alr. i think i miss MPA. i meant the dikir barat team. haiz. =(
i miss ros too.

ok for now. bye.

2006-07-18T08:23:00.000+08:00

today school was okay .
had 3 whole periods of POA .
but POA today was okay .
was laughing most of the time .
dont know why .
then got chem .
got back test paper .
and found out i didn't do as well as what i thought . sigh .
nvm . will try again for the next test .
got down for recess 5 mins earlier cos we finish doing chem on time .
as usual, we ate our food . fast . and get back to class .
and guess what we do? play cards . haha .
its super addictive larh . haha .

after recess is EL.
we were hoping that mr leong is busy with his STEP programme.
he came for the first period and told us that he need to settle smth .
so we carried on with our game .
haha . 2nd period cant play cox he's back in class . urgh .
so me and hannah decided to be good girls and we do our chem . =)
then it was MT. as usual . we are noisy . and cikgu cannot do anything much la .
i think we really have to focus . yes .
c'mon ppl . we have to pass our malay .
or cikgu will be disappointed in us . yes . =)
orite. done . bye!

2006-07-16T18:01:00.000+08:00

finally i made my own new blog! yeah! like finally. haha. this is just a post for testing. haha.